Well, today maaga ako nagising.. maaga dumating si mother galing sa trabaho 5:30AM. maaga akong nagising kasi ginising ako dahil hindi nya daw marinig ang kausap nya sa skype. pinahiram ko yong isa ko pang laptop para doon na lang siya makipag-usap...buti naman naayos ko yong skype... nag uusap na sila.
anyway, gusto ko pang matulog kasi antok na antok pa ako. masyado pang maaga para gumising. pero kong iisipin mo talaga, halos araw araw natutulog ako dito sa bahay walang saya at sigla... walang inspirasyon. wala, wala lahat. hindi ko alam kong kailan ako ulit mag kakaroon ng buhay. hindi ko alam kong kailan ako ulit sipagin mag trabaho.
matanda na ako. walang ngyayri sa buhay ko. naglaho na mga pangarap ko. hangang kailan ako ganito.
Friday, June 8, 2012
Friday, May 4, 2012
Do you believe in miracle?!
Friday, May 4, 2012
2
i lost my strength.
i lost everything.
i have been left alone. I don’t know what’s happening to me.
i dont know where i should begin. i dont know where to find myself. i feel i am just floating in the mids of the clouds.
imagined the things that i know it didnt happen and it will not gonna happen.
i always cry... cry and cry.
i cant get back the time once i was happy.
i am feeling so hopeless.
i always quit my job.
im so lazy to earn money.
im dying inside.
i am tired of being me.
i want to end my life.
do you believe in miracle?!
something that when you wake up in the morning your life comes back.
my life is a waste.
only God knows where's my fate lies.
i lost everything.
i have been left alone. I don’t know what’s happening to me.
i dont know where i should begin. i dont know where to find myself. i feel i am just floating in the mids of the clouds.
imagined the things that i know it didnt happen and it will not gonna happen.
i always cry... cry and cry.
i cant get back the time once i was happy.
i am feeling so hopeless.
i always quit my job.
im so lazy to earn money.
im dying inside.
i am tired of being me.
i want to end my life.
do you believe in miracle?!
something that when you wake up in the morning your life comes back.
my life is a waste.
only God knows where's my fate lies.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Another sad night
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
3
Another sad night. I hope 2012 would be life easier for me, but those past few days it wasn't good to me. I am hanging at the moment, don’t know what to do next.
It wasn't nice to be alone, I will just remember the stupid huge mistakes I made. it leads to breakups, everybody knows breakups can be devastating and it happens to anybody, I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and I can’t be able to eat, I can’t sleep late at night, I can’t breathe again. Sad to think that you will also forget how to smile.
Being heart broken by someone you love is one of the most painful things I have experience as human beings. But it happens to almost everybody.
mood: 3.5/10.
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