I have been addicted

Dear xxxxx,

Hi good morning! Baby how are you! I hope you're okay! I missed you in the morning! Sorry, I forgot my phone in the room and I couldn't text you often for the whole day. I wrote a letter for you and here it goes again.

Last night were having a good talked about sharing our thoughts after our marriage. Anyway, I don't really want to think about it, but It was that topic bothered me about for a couple of months. I really don't know what should I do after the marriage take place.

I'm willing to start a new life with you coz you know what I really want is, I don't want to be apart with you again baby, what I mean is, being away from each other, It's really quite difficult for me to adjust if we were distant. I want to spent my happy days with you forever. Life is short and I want to be with you for all the days that I will lived for, I want to rest In your loving arms till the day I die.

Baby, Nobody has ever made me feel like the way you make me feel and that is such a crazy feeling for me. It feels like I just want to grab you and be in your arms forever and forever and never let you go. I want to kiss your lips every day I lived. Every time I think about you, it gives me more and more strength with which to carry on my life.

It makes me happy to be alive knowing that you have came into my life and all I know is that I want to be with you. I'm in love with you even though I am thousands of miles away from you; I am forever by your side.

I'm afraid if those things that scare me a lot will happened right thru my eyes. I just really want to avoid those things that frightens me a lot. I didn't slept well last night because your cam was off for the reason that from time to time I open my eyes to see if you were there. I love you so much and I am craving with your love that I have been addicted.

I wrote a letter for you, knowing that you should know what's terrify me off. But I know god is there for me. he will not leave me.

Whatever happens I will always love you. I have a lot of things to tell you but maybe you will get bored reading my> email. I Love you so much. Take care of yourself. I miss you so much.

Love always,
Joven