I'm such a dumb jerk

Dear Xxxxx,

I know you're always telling me that you love me, but I still can't believe it, I
guess. I'm such a dumb jealous bunny/jerk sometimes. I know I was hurt you so much and I'm still amazed that you didn't just tell me to get lost today, but you didn't.

I know I should have been better but I was weak and did not control myself. I
hate that I have done this and I can only hope and pray that you will forgive me
and still love me. I feel that if you do not I will never know love again and I just
couldn't live with that. Nothing is more important than our relationship. My
feelings for you are still the same.

I'm proud to be your man. I'm proud to be your husband. I will come to wait for you in the Philippines, I will wait and proved to you my sincere love and affection that no one does. Love you more than before, I can shout out to the world that I will marry anytime you want.

My faith and love with you keeps on going stronger and stronger, and I will take my risk till my last breath. Take care. I miss you so much. Thanks baby I'm happy, that you're still with me.
I LOVE YOU.

Love always,
xxxxxx