Im Sorry

Dear xxxx,

There are things are hard for me to understand when I remember something bad in my mind, and they seem to just be a big blurry mess, coz my mind still need to accept things that it should be and most of it from your past. But I don't blame you for any of it. I know this is only my both jealousy and insecurities and may I say, it’s not your faults so I don't expect you to say or do anything.

For that reason I just want to make my heart clear for saying I’m sorry for the bottom of my heart. Please forgive me for the whole crazy thing that I’ve said last night and I know that you were trying to fix all the screwed up things in your lives right now, and I hope I will be apart from it to make things right. I hope we will do get to make everything all better again and looking for the new brighter world for us baby.

I am only truly happy when I am with you. Your presence just lights up my world. Everything I am and everything I have is dependent upon you, coz I know I’ve got limitation, and without you I can’t move as far as you can. I’m sorry the way I say and I have been a dumb jerk for you. Further, I know you want to forget things, but it is me who try to remind of your past and it is my mistake. Again, for that I’m really sorry for being rude. We can be happy together if we work everything’s out, which I think we will.

You are everything to me and I love you with all my heart. I hope I can learn to open up to you and let you know how I feel. I also hope that you will be able to recognize when something is wrong. But no matter what we do or where we go, I will love you. I will always love you, Baby. You mean the world to me, and I hope that things will go back to normal.

Love always,
xxxxx