Today, morning, i get up early, have a bath, packed my shoes and uniform, gettin' ready to play basketball... gotta go now...tryin' to catch my coach... FBL
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Friday, March 25, 2011
too tired
Friday, March 25, 2011
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Today, afternoon, I came home from basketball. I was really tired, very tired. i played 3 sets, wheeew... i want to rest in my couch and sleep. gotta clean my room later. FBL
Today, morning, i get up early, have a bath, packed my shoes and uniform, gettin' ready to play basketball... gotta go now...tryin' to catch my coach... FBL
Today, morning, i get up early, have a bath, packed my shoes and uniform, gettin' ready to play basketball... gotta go now...tryin' to catch my coach... FBL
facebook life
Today, at work, i chatted all day, i got tired and i started to fell asleep and lost track of time. Damn, I forgot to finish my daily report for tomorrow.
tonight, at fb, i was suprised when i visit my fb account, i found out that i have wall post that i know i didnt made. btw thank you for doin the effort for me. FBL(facebooklife).
tonight, at fb, i was suprised when i visit my fb account, i found out that i have wall post that i know i didnt made. btw thank you for doin the effort for me. FBL(facebooklife).
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Greetings!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
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Day 107 - part - 2
Greetings! people around the globe! Sad to say that I really can’t leave my personal blogs, but I am happy bcuz I am back and i can’t stop my wonderful thoughts to flow and jot it down. I can’t stop my fingers to type for every details of my life. I want to leave a mark as I grow old. If i would look back i could read my past again as my reference, why and how was my life from the past I existed compare to my present life existence. however, I am happy that I created my own personal blog as my diary, and happy to let people read and put their input how could I manage my life on the right way.
So as I sat here all alone working for my new blog and thinking about my baby that is away right now, I know she loves to read my blogs and perhaps she’s worried about me, why I said good bye in my post. anyway, am just depressed, am out of my mind lately. Oh God I missed her a lot it’s hard being apart forever. all I want is to feel her arms around me and for her to kiss me... I hate that I cannot come to her, my room is empty, my life is empty without her. That’s the caused I am worried so much of my life perhaps I am afraid to live alone, Just like my heart is empty and hollow without her.
Today was just like any other day I got up late, made me some coffee and showered then I go to work as I usually do, drive to work and let the days pass in the long run.
My mood: 2.5/10
Sunday, November 15, 2009
barrier
Sunday, November 15, 2009
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Day 103
It seems that I am facing in a wall now, I don’t know how to say it but I felt a barrier, I felt a gap for myself, it seems like a hard wall on my face that blocked me. I don’t know where to place my ass because honestly, i don’t want to stop what I regularly do, I am happy with it. I love the way it used to be but anyway I don’t want that only me would feel the happiness of course they are deserved to be happy too. I let them free. Although I know I am worried a lot, it’s my mistake, perhaps I’ve got reason.
It seems that I am facing in a wall now, I don’t know how to say it but I felt a barrier, I felt a gap for myself, it seems like a hard wall on my face that blocked me. I don’t know where to place my ass because honestly, i don’t want to stop what I regularly do, I am happy with it. I love the way it used to be but anyway I don’t want that only me would feel the happiness of course they are deserved to be happy too. I let them free. Although I know I am worried a lot, it’s my mistake, perhaps I’ve got reason.
by the way, I'm sorry if someone understood it in a wrong way, but perhaps it just me, I know it’s my mistake now, I will deal with it and I am sorry, very very sorry. Just give me a time to cut it slowly. damn it, hate it! but I will do it. I want them to be happy, life is too short to be unhappy.
and it seems Life has been a whole lot better for me lately, it’s almost a month that I am okay, Once I got out, I felt so much better. i Was tired of wondering what could be creeping around in the corners but, honestly, there is nothing there, lol. Sometimes you just have to wonder about being a paranoid crappy dumb ass. I think I am too paranoid.
I do tend to be paranoid, I always have. But, when you get to be an old man sometimes experiences in life make you that way. It's great to breathe a sigh of relief, lol.
It's warm, sunny and beautiful today.
just let the life flow, Life, it's great. God is great.
I have felt so much better, I have. It is amazing, lol.
my mood: 4.5/10.
and it seems Life has been a whole lot better for me lately, it’s almost a month that I am okay, Once I got out, I felt so much better. i Was tired of wondering what could be creeping around in the corners but, honestly, there is nothing there, lol. Sometimes you just have to wonder about being a paranoid crappy dumb ass. I think I am too paranoid.
I do tend to be paranoid, I always have. But, when you get to be an old man sometimes experiences in life make you that way. It's great to breathe a sigh of relief, lol.
It's warm, sunny and beautiful today.
just let the life flow, Life, it's great. God is great.
I have felt so much better, I have. It is amazing, lol.
my mood: 4.5/10.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
lost in thought
Sunday, November 8, 2009
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Day 96
Another slice of the day has gone out, and I am hoping to complete all the week without feeling sad and low. am OK, I'm still doing good and I've been alone most of the day in my quite room.
Another slice of the day has gone out, and I am hoping to complete all the week without feeling sad and low. am OK, I'm still doing good and I've been alone most of the day in my quite room.
then every night I go to sleep with all these things on my mind.. confused... Am I the one? will she get tired of me and move on? Does she mean what she says? Anyway, these are not doubts, but questions that seem to cross my mind every time I am lost in thought at night. I am still doing the right thing, I am still moving on my track. Doing pretty good, just waiting for the right days to come even though I know I am moving slow.
You know every night I dreamt of living that happy life..., Not having to worry about what she’s doing, not having to worry about our plans, not having to worry about my appearance and what other people would think of me, but this dream ends when I wake up and have to face reality… reality it’s always scares me… I don’t know why life so difficult? Acceptance? Nobody told me life was not easy? I gotta lot of of question to ask, but it seems no one to have the answer? and these thoughts I think, no one seems to understand.
My mood 2.9/10.
You know every night I dreamt of living that happy life..., Not having to worry about what she’s doing, not having to worry about our plans, not having to worry about my appearance and what other people would think of me, but this dream ends when I wake up and have to face reality… reality it’s always scares me… I don’t know why life so difficult? Acceptance? Nobody told me life was not easy? I gotta lot of of question to ask, but it seems no one to have the answer? and these thoughts I think, no one seems to understand.
My mood 2.9/10.
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