Greetings!

Day 107 - part - 2

Greetings! people around the globe! Sad to say that I really can’t leave my personal blogs, but I am happy bcuz I am back and i can’t stop my wonderful thoughts to flow and jot it down. I can’t stop my fingers to type for every details of my life. I want to leave a mark as I grow old. If i would look back i could read my past again as my reference, why and how was my life from the past I existed compare to my present life existence. however, I am happy that I created my own personal blog as my diary, and happy to let people read and put their input how could I manage my life on the right way.

So as I sat here all alone working for my new blog and thinking about my baby that is away right now, I know she loves to read my blogs and perhaps she’s worried about me, why I said good bye in my post. anyway, am just depressed, am out of my mind lately. Oh God I missed her a lot it’s hard being apart forever. all I want is to feel her arms around me and for her to kiss me... I hate that I cannot come to her, my room is empty, my life is empty without her. That’s the caused I am worried so much of my life perhaps I am afraid to live alone, Just like my heart is empty and hollow without her.

Today was just like any other day I got up late, made me some coffee and showered then I go to work as I usually do, drive to work and let the days pass in the long run.

My mood: 2.5/10

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day 107 - Repost

Dearest xxxxx,

Good day! Hi there, I hope you’re okay when you received my letter dated: 07 November 2009, I’m glad that you are happy with my letter that I sent, although you know that the paper I was using wasn’t good at the moment, but anyway I am thinking how to figure out for what kind of paper I will use to make it more gorgeous.

So far I don’t care what my paper I used looks like but what’s matter most is the content itself that counts. I am very happy if I can send a letter for you knowing that I put my heart on it while writing, I want you to be please somehow. I Believed that letters always catch your sympathy with the love and sincerity. I can’t truly hide my true feelings about you. in the sense that, I love you so much it takes. We know that were living so far away from each other. its killing me, but I know in my heart that we are doing the right thing. And, we were trying to get things straight so we can live forever and spend a lifetime together.

I don't want to lose you again, I already suffer for a month’s and I am already suffering for not seeing you and not holding you with me. I love you so much I always want to see you every day of my life. I want you to know that I love you from the deepest part of my heart.

My love for you is unconditional. The love for you is so strong and I have had in a long time. I just wish that there was another way that we could be together without living so far apart right at this time. I want you to know that I love you and always will, and there is nothing that will ever change how I feel about you. I love you.

Love always,

Wolverine

my mood: 2.5/10.

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a few things in my mind

Day 98

Well, my days was good but there were just had a few things in my mind that should be clear out. sometimes I just don't know what to do. Sometimes i got confused if the pain hurts me inside of my heart and soul specially my spirit but anyway i am thankful to have Marivic the woman stood next to me and i am trying so hard not to think about something bad and just move on with my life with her, because I just want to love her for the rest of my life. I really need to say, I am delight, and i am very happy most of the day that I am spending time with her talking of over the phone.

I'm so happy that she overwhelmed my life, I am so happy we comfort each other at rough times. and we always talked about if something there were having misunderstanding was going on with us, and i never let the day pass without resolving the issues, in the sense that if ever we felt something were in the bad mood?! i should sit and talk to her. and i know that once get things better it will be getting better and better. and i should always remind the good things when we have been together and not the bad things, of course. bad things will ruin your world.

trust me if you don't have the support on the relationship it will never make it through. i am glad that she’s back to me and help me because she knows that i am trying to get through this and it's getting really hard at times if I felt worried and scared. It makes me weak and sad. My emotions are up and down but I going to fix it myself and i am physically trying to put myself back again because that is the right thing to do. I keep praying to god to help me deal with this in the way that she knows that i need the help but she’s working on it.

Actually, There are days where i go without sleep because i am scared that i am going to lose her and my emotions is freaking out. But i am greatful she never lost patience to me. I love her to be in my life because sometimes i just don't understand most of the things going on in my life, i am not perfect, I'm human that can feel the pain and suffer. anyway i just know that in my heart and soul and things are going to be alright i have faith in god and how he works and i am trying to live my life on god’s way.

I need to think the good times we shared, and i am happy that she's not in pain anymore and i just want things to be okay and i am just trying to forget the negative things and be brave because that’s the things she would wanted me to be.

i am feeling her love inside my body, my mind, my soul and in my spirit and it's a good feeling to see her again. next time wearing her long tail wedding gown, walking to the isles.

my mood: 1.3/10

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