In my high school days I remember my both friend Danilo and Russel they are my closest friend. but those two guys were always keep arguing.
One day Russel was telling to everyone at the class that Danilo had a weird toe smelly fungus, which Danilo claim he did NOT, so Danilo felt embarrassed to her girlfriend and in the class as well. So to proved in the class that Danilo doesn’t had the weird smelly fungus on his toe, Danilo removed his shoes and show to everyone with pride but it turns out Russel was right.
Finally, everyone in the class was turn out laughing to Danilo. I am not surprised because I smell it too.
Well, my days was good but there were just had a few things in my mind that should be clear out. sometimes I just don't know what to do. Sometimes i got confused if the pain hurts me inside of my heart and soul specially my spirit but anyway i am thankful to have Marivic the woman stood next to me and i am trying so hard not to think about something bad and just move on with my life with her, because I just want to love her for the rest of my life. I really need to say, I am delight, and i am very happy most of the day that I am spending time with her talking of over the phone.
I'm so happy that she overwhelmed my life, I am so happy we comfort each other at rough times. and we always talked about if something there were having misunderstanding was going on with us, and i never let the day pass without resolving the issues, in the sense that if ever we felt something were in the bad mood?! i should sit and talk to her. and i know that once get things better it will be getting better and better. and i should always remind the good things when we have been together and not the bad things, of course. bad things will ruin your world.
trust me if you don't have the support on the relationship it will never make it through. i am glad that she’s back to me and help me because she knows that i am trying to get through this and it's getting really hard at times if I felt worried and scared. It makes me weak and sad. My emotions are up and down but I going to fix it myself and i am physically trying to put myself back again because that is the right thing to do. I keep praying to god to help me deal with this in the way that she knows that i need the help but she’s working on it.
Actually, There are days where i go without sleep because i am scared that i am going to lose her and my emotions is freaking out. But i am greatful she never lost patience to me. I love her to be in my life because sometimes i just don't understand most of the things going on in my life, i am not perfect, I'm human that can feel the pain and suffer. anyway i just know that in my heart and soul and things are going to be alright i have faith in god and how he works and i am trying to live my life on god’s way.
I need to think the good times we shared, and i am happy that she's not in pain anymore and i just want things to be okay and i am just trying to forget the negative things and be brave because that’s the things she would wanted me to be.
i am feeling her love inside my body, my mind, my soul and in my spirit and it's a good feeling to see her again. next time wearing her long tail wedding gown, walking to the isles.
Hello, My day started out okay. I woke up to my alarm clock ringing again and again, am late a bit. got ready with my usual company uniform and was getting ready to leave for work, you know as I usually do every day. the sunshine slightly bright in the cold morning. we know winter is almost coming. Its November every family house hold are now rushing and preparing for the next month Christmas holidays. I am sad, i will be alone..
So I am not going anywhere on that day I know I will be in my quite room all day and all night. Perhaps I will do my own celebration.
However, I'm wearing uniform staff shirt, I headed for the door and went to my work table. Then I put my cell phone on silent mode and when I sat on my chair and i thought about her, I miss her so much. then, mom texted me she told that she was going to meet Janet today and she will text me if she’s already meet Janet, because Janet was supposed to hand over the advance Birthday gift for my mom which Marivic sent it to her on her behalf.
I am happy because I know no woman could ever do that for their second mom to be, what Marivic plans was excellent and I felt that she cares a lot for me and not only for me but to my family too. I love you so much.. and I am sorry about misunderstanding last night.
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