Saturday, May 8, 2010

Just down

Saturday, May 8, 2010
day 274

So the last few days I ve been feeling like total crap. Just down, totally tired.... but I always kept my thoughts jot down. I know it will help me things out inside my chest it has helped me to feel better. In my life right now I really dont have any closest friends…. I don’t have everything in here, I live alone. nothing could express my true feelings. Sometimes I just need someone to say all the things I want to hear and not tough love.

I m trying to make changes in my life to help me grow. But I think I failed. I don’t know how to be better me. I work 6 days a week, long hours, I gain nothing just for my food. I know I don’t have any future life ahead in here. I'm tired. but still there is something Is missing for me. anyway writing my rants will help me get it out and feel better instead of just keeping it all in.

my mood: 3.5/10.


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