the month of my birthday

day 285

All I can see is disappointments, I really don’t like the month of may.... the month of my birthday.… everything is a totally crap… i don’t more I could do… I'm losing my will to fight… I don’t know when these will be over… I am not enough or even close, I'm pretty tired, my best is never good enough, there’s nothing I do is right.

Because all I do is disappoint…. Everything is turnout totally failure… I'm losing hope, I know I can't win this fight, So tired of being second option…. I never been good..

my mood: 7.8/10.