oh Monday

Day 283

The world is not enough… my mind is full of shit… there is nothing seems okay… this Monday.. oh Monday.. on my mind to day so much stuff that I could say it out.. I need to vent it out..

There is so much on image on rushing through my mind i want it to stop i want to cut it out damn I hate myself.... I want to stop everything.. wanna destroy everything... I'm just pretty darn sad… i want everything to just stop all over again..... I can't sleep and i haven’t slept in so long.. i feel like a zombie… a dead man walking… I'm so dead n im soo tired...

but I need to sleep.. i rather need to sleep forever... I need to take mo sleeping pill just to knock down myself..

my mood: 5.5/10.