to go in some place

Day 279

I try to write something on here daily, but now a days I write less, I always write to cover up my empty blogging days and I save it into my email drafts then when I get home I published but some other times I forgot to post the damn rant thing., I'm pretty lazy....., sucks… I don’t know why the IT blocked my blog site…..i didn’t say bad or offensive words I used or some explicit content thing… anyway.. I don’t care…the good thing is I'm okay, my mood was okay. but I think it will be healthy for me to at least write something and post once a day.

my work is good, I'm not pressure… and I'm doin pretty much okay in here… at the moment…. But I am freakin out for being alone…. I need someone to be with me… now I can accept that I cant live alone…and if there’s an opportunity for me to go in some place and try to find a job there. I'm thinking of taking it. It's got its share of risk involved - I don't know if I'll be able to find a job there - but I'm thinking I'm going to try. If I end up going over there and not finding a job, at least I'll have gotten away from home for a while. It's worth a try, right?

anyway, I am still waiting for something new to come…

My mood: 4.5/10.