Life is unpredictable

day 243

Today, Thursday, I went to work feeling good… relaxed, I am feeling very relaxed. I don't know why but it feels great to be free from worries, I really love to feel this way again.. I hope tomorrow could be the same, but Although I know that this joy won't last very long… I will take that credit today.. if only just temporary.. 

I don’t want to feel that staying worried every time, it makes me feel feeling low, feeling alone… I'm not supposed to feel this way.. but there was a time I always thinking a lot… it getting worse, If I can't divert my way of thinking for something else… and I ended up getting stressed for too much thinking… it’s not a good a good sign.. 

Life is unpredictable… The only things that would remain predictable are my own thoughts and actions. Those are the things that I can control. Those are the things that can change according to my will at any given point of time. 

Anyway today is my great day…

my mood: 1.5/10.