what people made them happy!

day 255

Tonight I can't sleep. I don't know what's wrong with me.. I feel down a bit… but I know everyone has their ups and downs. But right now, even though nothing is really going on, I need to cheer up… It’s been almost two days I haven’t slept well… I need to feel something different… I just want to be happy! I don’t know what people made them happy…!

Anyway… what are some things that makes you happy? just doing things I like make me happy…, hmp Singing makes me happy… but people get upset if they heard my voice… so i sing at the bath room... and playing games online. playing strategy games... Red Alert command and conquer.. its old but i really like it.

grrr.. it’s very difficult to live alone. I just always talkin to myself… I laugh all the time, and smile, I get exited allot too. Now a days , every things went fine.. And I like it when everything is just fine, and there is no trouble. I hate fighting, because fights suck. It's a lot better when everyone is happy.

This might sound strange, but smiling will make you feel better even if you are sad or upset. so smile.. besides it will make you feel youger...

good night..

my mood: 4.5/10.