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day 263

Aargh!!! Damn…am late! when I woke up this morning, i jumped out of the bed, thinking i need to do a lot of stuff at work ive got lots of pending jobs… but those text early morning pissed me off and i've been so much worried about my life.. i was wondering what I am going to do now... the text thing that I wasn’t expecting…

whatda!.. fuck things happen to me... ive got a bad day…. Ive got lots worries in my head and I need to jot it down before it went off… i'm not supposed to read those unconcerned text...it pissed me off early morning at 4:30 am... my thoughts has blocked out, I can't think too much… my mood changed, I need to forgot and erased everything in my life.. I need to do something... this is it. 

I don’t want to think this way… i dont wanted to just to stay under the sheets... and do nothing all day... but i need to work... i need to do the stuff in the office, i need to work... i have to be busy... to forget all things out.. i am damn! pissed off and frustrated! grrr!

my mood: 7.5/10.