the last message

Day 188 – sundayscribblings # 201- message

Am I dreaming? Is it real? I woke up with the light shine on my face, my eyes were still closed, the shine was too bright to see, I raised my hand to cover my face, I never thought you were there, watching me… I glance my eyes slowly towards your face shining, I saw your breathtaking eyes and smile it seems overwhelmed my heart and my spirit and took me away into the wonderful world of happiness, the everlasting happiness that i never felt since i was a kid. I hope it could be real. I hope the happy feelings will never stop, it’s very difficult to find happiness in this real world.

I hope it wasn’t a dream, wishing you will stay with me, I pray you'll never lose your way. now I felt my heart is squeezing, wishing if I could only touch your face, and embrace you just a moment. wishing if I could only touch you just for one minute, just one minute, if that happens, I wish I will never wake up and I will keep you in my dreams forever.

you complete me, I will find you, I will find a way, It would that makes every things okay, sooner. I don’t have fear, you're near I never fear, I know world is filled of lust and evil. there a lotta trials to challenge but I will never give up, I will stand still, I know with the love of God, there is time for me to rise. I can’t wait, I never wait. I push myself to the limit till I’ll get near.

But if you don’t love me, perhaps I know I can never have you. then I will not wake up, ill choose not to wake up. I know emotional torture is the deadliest cruel thing that I can’t hold on. But I hope I will stay a little bit longer to say the last message “I love you so much”.

My mood: 1.5/10.