constant pain - 1

I slept late last night, thinking about being in pain is one of the worse things you will ever experience. Everyone goes through it, they experience the taste of heartache. What if you feel pain all the time and it never goes away. What if you have a pain that doesn't only make you want to lay in bed all day but it keeps you up all night.

Thinking pondering your next move to end everything and become nothing. It makes you wonder where you went wrong to deserve such suffering.. when you smile, it's forced. You want everyone to understand what you’re going through but they don't and they won't. Some say it's going to be okay..you'll get through this. Do you think it’s okay to wake up in tears? Do you think it’s okay to feel a constant pain that rips through your heart & breaks you. Everyone caring but nobody understand.

Watching over your every move so that if by chance you get hurt, they are going to be there to catch you. Well here it is out in plain writing.. don't catch me. Watch me fall from the highest point in my life to as low as i possibly can. Watch me break under the weight of the sadness. Let it take me out of this horrible pain..no more crying.

My mood: 7.1/10