Morning Coffee

While having my morning coffee, I sat in a quite atmosphere, then I let my thoughts flow… and Here we go… one of these days I’m going to stop thinking about the things we are always arguing with, I know it was not good to talk about the things its already done in the past. maybe,... I hope it will end soon.

I am so tired of it and it’s not worth thinking about those nonsense topic that I have been kept in mind for so many days... now, I am here, I sat having my morning coffee thinking about you; frustrating me to the point of blogging.

Earlier we had just been discussing some important subject matter although only between two of us will understand. I know it would have been much easier for the both of us. I know it was a challenge for me to move on, to think and to understand everything that I am not aware... I believe it will work.

it is possible that you were truly in love with me like you said and I wish your love it could wait for the right time. I believe all things are possible. I suppose I will go around happily in your daily existence until you see/hear/feel something that reminds you of me...thought.

But somehow I don't think you are as crazy as me as you claimed and if you were telling the truth...and you were in love with me and wanted to really be with me... THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE FOUGHT FOR ME!! like I did.

I hope, if I am right to think that if myself really wanted you I would rather have to tried harder and harder.

I’ll keep in touch.. I will not let you go..

My mood: 7.1/10