Friday, July 10, 2009

my biggest fear

Friday, July 10, 2009
I’d have to say that my biggest fear is losing the one I love. It's hard to even think about. I tell myself even when things get complex, that, I will get by...get past it and get over it. I went through many things just to be with the one I love. I can't bear to be without her.

I fear of being alone, especially now that I’m depressed, and being left behind because we know that It's not every day you’ve got a good mood, because of what the hell Is happened from the past...

i should learn that their someone who will take full responsibility for her actions to guide her in the right way, which is I could say it is me only and I will not leave her alone…

sticking together in any way if needed, i call it commitment for the one you love, for what I have described married in spirit!. I used to be so scared because I know that I am not that important to her. But I put aside everything not necessarily important to discuss about. I got married in spirit which is only me and her both understand, I know this setting will work well, because I really want her to marry me, to live with me for the rest of my life. 

That's what my thoughts always met up to. I thought "what is something happened from the past could end up unfilled and I will lost everything. I am glad If she will be here for me, I’ll take care of her like a princess " But I am happy with my baby, I am delighted that I, me, and just me get to have her in the right time, to marry her is fulfillment..

I trust her with my heart. I don't want to lose the happiness that I have right now. always being with her, hunger to live in our own little world with her..

Now that...if I losing her, is my biggest fear.

my mood: 7.1/10



treat her well and right..don't worry much because I'm sure she feels the same..=] good luck for both of you..

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