my biggest fear

I'd have to say that my biggest fear is losing the one I love. It's hard to even think about. I tell myself even when things get complex, that, I will get by...get past it and get over it. I went through many things just to be with the one I love.

I can't bear to be without her. I have been with her since last year September 2008. That’s about a good half years almost. I fear of being alone, especially now that i'm at the other part of the world. 

My Life is quite complicated, but i should already accept that, I know there’s A lot of things affect how i live with it but i should always have a line that I will follow and can get back on when i stray as I will do from time to time. I set my Goals to her as well as hopes and dreams.

Hopes and dreams can be extreme and unattainable, but my goals should never be placed out of reach because there’s something that we have to control over. but I know that their line isn't mine. In a way I am almost have to look out for myself. That is something that I don't really like but it is the truth. 

My mood: 7.2/10