daily routine

day 169

Today is Saturday it’s like an ordinary day nothing seems to be different. I live this way for the whole damn six years now. work and room only. There will be some changes if it is my time for vacation.

It means if I will open my eyes every morning. Like any morning I felt the same. I woke up to the sound of the phone alarm telling me it was time to work. it was my daily routine.

It's like automatic, I feel like a robot that it was programmed to do it every day. Ill pulled myself out of bed and went into the bathroom and get cleaned. then, I ate my breakfast at the office every day, just to fill my empty stomach. Have lunch at the afternoon and dinner at night. human.

Then staring at the four corners of my room, just looking around trying to figure out what is my important role in life. I have always imagined being outside of my world just a few seconds, but my imagination is empty. nothing but my imagination walking along the road. Running until I got to where I was going. I nearly gasped for breath when I thought about this. I need to escape only for a while......

my mood:1.6/10.