so much in my head

day 157

As I sit here tired, no appetite, not having lunch. food is not good enough in my taste, I didn’t enjoy eating now a days, but now I don’t want life pretty sure hates me. I like it, but I cannot decide what to do now!

don't know why I can have so much in my head and then when it's time to type or write it all it is hard. It's like my thoughts get scrambled between my brain and my fingers.

i am worried and scared.

my mood: 6.0/10