freaken tired

Day 146

Today, perhaps it’s not my lucky day, I felt faint, I’m so freaken tired. I really not wanting to face this day, again. it was a long brutal one. I’ve got over time, I am working tonight too. ughh. I Can’t seem to post on Smart. Can’t bring myself too. Not sure why, I just stressed. I need to sleep.

My mind is not here, right now, not in the mood to say anything. Missing my everything I know . Missing everyone. I 've got to find a way to move on and not obsess about it. I’m freaken tired, so freaken tired. Not much I can do about it. I don’t know what to say now.. I'm signing off tonigh..need some rest.

My mood: 1.7/10