The fear of losing you.

day 6 - part 2

I think this short letter can shows that a love does not have to take forever to write. This is very short words but It came truly to my heart. Baby you know that you’re someone special to me and I am looking forward to holding you once again in my loving arms and to live forever with me. Moreover it’s not easy to say that in due time I can say that you are forever mine.

However, It’s so hard for me now a days for being apart from you, I feel I’m dying in slow motion way. I think of how things could have been if only we had been married when we are on vacation but I know I can’t do anything for it. I will pray for things to come through in an easiest way for me. I'm lost without you, and I can't think of anything else, but fears of what our destiny might be.

I just close my eyes and I imagine your hands caressing my face, fearing that you'll feel the tears running through my cheeks. I’m hurting as much as you do, but I will stay strong and be brave for now. I just feel sorry for myself. I love you and I did not regret for loving you, you've giving me so much happiness, and I know you do love me in your own great way. 

I miss you so much and the fear of losing you is making me mad. Don't let our love fade away through the distance time, nor let the faith fall away... I'm waiting for you until you come back and we will live together forever and make the sun shine once again on these stormy times.

my mood 7.1/10