Wednesday, August 5, 2009

My worries didn’t goes off..

Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Day 1 - My worries didn’t goes off..

this is so hard, for me to be on this journey again. Every time the path is narrower and darker. I want to fell numb. I want to talk to someone, but who? It’s so hard to hold it all in, its killing me right now. This would all be over if I didn't heard her voice.

I just wish it was all over. I need help. Why can't someone just help? I so desperately wish for someone to put their hand on my shoulder and say, "Just talk and I will listen."... Can't someone just find me?

I tried to call her mobile but, damn’ it’s off… again I tried to call the other mobile she has... i've got lucky.... now.. it’s ringing..., I just listened to it …ring..... ring.. ring.. ring...ring..ring… a voiced of woman came out and she said "welcome to lyka mobile.." damn operator....then the line was cut.. I tried again to call back and now it’s off.. all phone’s off.

I just feeling sad and down at the moment that’s why I want to hear her voiced.. i just want to relieved my loneliness, and stressed … I've done everything in my room, I moved here and there… I had finished two succeeding movies.. but I still miss her, my mind still want to hear her voiced… but I cant do anything, I felt hopeless...

my worries doesn't goes off..

My mood: 7.0/10


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