Sunday, August 16, 2009

I am totally melt down.

Sunday, August 16, 2009
day-12 part 2

Saturday morning, I’m at work. I’m always thinking about her. the thought is. It's feels amazing how I seem to love My baby more every day... And it seems she loves me too. Sometimes I look in the mirror and I think to myself that she can't possibly love me, unbelievable - I'm too far from her... and I am not that good looking guy that girls might craving and dream about for their future husband to be.

But, then in the same way she says, she will call me every time, she says she will, and she did it. now every time she’s hangs up chatting often to me, she says she loves me and she will not leave me, she will marry me as soon as everything is in place. Oh God I am totally melt down.

And when she calls me am her husband and forever she will be staying with me, respect me, love me. I melt. I literally feel like I'm melting. I just hung up from her often, my mind, my heart, the whole me its hang up with her - it’s so sweet, I love the way it is. I love her so much. 

she doesn't even compare the relationships I've had in the past. she’s so positive in the ways she was thinking. she actually asks me things and cares about what I'm thinking. It's so amazing. I am overwhelmed right now with love, I fall in love with her. 

I can't wait until my wedding plans came, I wish tomorrow is august 2010. So every morning, afternoon and night. 24/7. I can show her how much I love her. I wish she could stay until that time comes. I can't wait. I seriously have never felt this happiness that I have now. Which seriously scares the shit out of me...... I hope it will last forever…

my mood: 7.2/10



You know im always thinking about you. You are always in my heart, and in my mind. Whatever i do and whenever i am you are always with me and will always stay with me. I love you so much and im thinking the world of you. I can't live without you. Im so happy with the way you love me. Im so happy even just thinking of you and our plans. You give me so much happiness and inspiration. I want this feeling of loving you stay with me all the time and forever.

You are a very good person. You are so sweet and loving, caring, honest, and trustworthy. Its easy to fall in love with a person like you because you are sincere and loyal to me. I know you are honest with me and always telling me the truth . You always makes me happy. I'm not looking at your past, doubt you , or questioning you about it. Its part of your life. It made you a person as you are now. And I love you and I accept you as you are. What is important for me is you and me now and our future. We will have a wonderful time together im sure. Because we love each other and thinking of each other all the time. And im so happy to live with you and build a peaceful, and fruitful, and harmonious relationship with you.

We are getting closer to make our dream come true. And im waiting for you to make it happen. Im always be here for you. I love you so much and I would not miss a day to tell you and show you how much i love you and how much you mean to me. You mean everything to me. You are my love, my life, and my everything.

I will see you soon baby. And since then we will not live apart. We will live always together and forever. Stay positive. Keep smiling. Keep praying. I love you with all my heart, mind, body, soul and spirit.

always your baby,

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