About my unusual shift of mood...

Day 57 - part 2

I had made my own research for myself about my unusual shift of mood, what really happenings to my mood it was really strange, and I cannot stand for it sometimes, its like a roller coaster ride on the high swing with ups and downs.

Then I have recently come to the conclusion that I could possibly be having a bipolar. that would explain how I can hate myself, but be so narcissistic all at one time. Though, I really could care less if I’m insane or sane. As long as I can put an intelligent sentence together and say it correctly as well. i write, i will write, i will blog.. I’m fine. i am doing fine.

But, as far as I’m concerned, I am not harm myself or others. Haven't intentionally hurt myself in a very long time or ever wanted to truly kill someone, so I don't see the point. If things get so horrible, I will have my friends strap me down in a car to go to the hospital.

About bipolar

my mood: 5.3/10