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Day 50 - part 2

Today, Tuesday, September 22, 2009.. The team got scheduled to play basketball on game 3, but I am thinking not to play on the game tonight… I already know, My team won’t win. I will let others to play so they will enjoy also the basketball tournament for 2009.

Well, now I am at work, blogging. I’m just thinking that I wanted to got off work early because i was boring and everything. I just did not want to stay at work for today coz I had a lot on my mind and I don’t really want to talk about it. I don’t want to upset myself today and I am trying so hard to start my day in a good mood.

By the way, I don’t want to hurt your feelings, you are still free, you can do whatever you want in your life, I don’t want to be over protective to you and I don’t want this to be your reason why you're unhappy to me. it’s okay, Just enjoy yourserf anytime and anywhere where you want it to go. I really don’t want you to feel that I am choking you, or to upset you. i'm so sorry.. just enjoy your day and be safe.

sometimes, I know I am over protective. but perhaps am afraid there are reasons on me why I am protecting you.

My mood: 6.0/10