think positive

Day 44- Part 3

Today, I want to think positive; I just want to be happy with my wife and I am finally happy for once in my life and i am not going to let the depression bring me down. I love her so much, and she was always giving me hope and inspiration for my everyday struggle. however, you know if she will left me at my happiest moment with her, I will regret it in my entire life and I don’t want it to be happen.

I just think that i have the right to be happy for once, and yet I have so much going on and it's not right for me to feel like i am nothing, when i know that i can be something in my life and i am tired of the depression that has putting me down all the time because sometimes i am starting to get confused about the things happened in the past. i am not going to go through this again and i am not worth all the pain that i have in my heart and soul and i need it to go away for once in my life and i am totally workin’ on it.

what i want is, I just want to be a good husband to her, and i am hoping that things are going to be alright, because I have faith that we are one in spirit.

My mood: 7.2/10