Inspiration

Morning

Day 42

There are just some things in life worth waiting for. Time is something that cures and kills in the same time. Why is it that this simple thing can fix almost anything? Time. I just laugh because I know God is above just watching at my frustration and how I want things right then and there. I love here so much. And the way that she opened my eyes is incredible. I have been on this road of change for almost months now and it's amazing. Hard. But worth it.

I continue to pray for her in my life that she will always be with me forever. I pray that one day when I woke up I feel the warm soft skin of her body and smell the fragrance of her breath. Inspiration. How amazing is that? To be someone that someone else I looks up to. I just wonder what God has in store for me this year. I am trying so hard to work hard and not focusing on the social life I was part of. I feel like I want to give so much attention to her.

I am so excited that I am giving everything up to God as well as our plans in the future. Just praying about how I want to be 200% wrapped up in Her before I focus on anything else. God I pray this. Thank you for making me the way that I am. I hope that I am an encourager. I hope that I am seen as a positive person. And all of this is sounding very selfish, and that isn't my purpose.

Whenever you are lost, just look up and pray, I love you always.

My mood: 7.3/10