Day 62
after I had talked over the phone with her last night……, I slept, I am totally passed out coz I grab two sleeping pills tablet in a row. It’s a good thing to me, because I just want it to stopped everything what it’s in my mind was having to thinking about, then nothing would I know it just to depressed me seriously, putting me down harder to the ground violently was not a good act for me.
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Now I see the darker side of myself and I will not blame anybody, I will not blame anyone for what happening to me right now, I went through these, I will get through these, This is my fight, I will not lose my hope at it.
however, I'm at work and still feeling sleepy at the moment but my mood was better than yesterday.
My mood: 5.5/10
after I had talked over the phone with her last night……, I slept, I am totally passed out coz I grab two sleeping pills tablet in a row. It’s a good thing to me, because I just want it to stopped everything what it’s in my mind was having to thinking about, then nothing would I know it just to depressed me seriously, putting me down harder to the ground violently was not a good act for me.
Now I see the darker side of myself and I will not blame anybody, I will not blame anyone for what happening to me right now, I went through these, I will get through these, This is my fight, I will not lose my hope at it.
however, I'm at work and still feeling sleepy at the moment but my mood was better than yesterday.
My mood: 5.5/10
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